I believe that the there will always be an emptiness that I will feel when I leave home because I have to leave things behind when I travel. I can't take my whole life with me wherever I go. I simply don't have the lugages capacity or the amount of money that would cost me. The five things I would miss most would be my dogs, my friends, my family, my school, and most of all my safety net. I'm not exactly sure how I will react to everything, but one thing is for sure, I'm going to miss and worry about them.
They say homesickness happens to everyone and it depends how you deal with it. My theory is that homesickness only effects you if your not making the most out of your trip. Like most teenagers I have many friends that are dear to me. This makes the goodbyes even harder and my family is important to me as well. Even when I have internet access I'll still be constently worrying about what's happening to them. I'll very worried about my dogs. They are one of the most important things in my life and if anything would happen to them I would be crushed. That aside my main concern is the school and my lack of safety net. I will be at a disadvantage with my language skills at a rocky start, but with work I know I can manage. The safety net though I will have to establish quickly, but carefuly because if my net isn't secure I may fall victim to an extreme homesickness. Although everything here sounds like I am going to be a completely mess I think I can manage. This is an amazing opportunity and I intend to make the most of it! =D
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